One of those days

Yesterday was deffiently one of those days..woke up to text messages i dont remember sending..fell out of bed when my alarm went off (which left me with a nice new bruise)...slept through most of my math class..slept half my day away..tripped up the stairs, down the stairs, and walking on a completely flat surface... mind racing all day...not exactly an awesome day..However it did pick up some. Went to the beach to walk off my frustrations with Amanda and Nicky, had a lovely gossip sesh. Had a nice dinner, worked out, ended up at Matts house again and ended the night with my girlies and ramon noodles:] Today, however...another one of those days. Its only 3pm and my day sucks. I was apparently mentally exhausted from yesterday and hit snooze to many times this morning to the point that my alarm just decided to stop going off. My first class was at 8am...I finally woke up at 12pm. Slept right through both my morning classes, lunch, and almost missed my art class. Great huh? And to make things even better..people suck. haha. I could really use a nice pick me up right about now..or a major distraction.

But on a lighter note, my brothers coming up to visit me this weekend:] Which im ohhso excited about. He's never been one to quite enjoy school, and the thought of college isnt all that appealing to him..so Im hoping this visit gets him excited about going to college and going away to school instead of staying home and going to community college. I want to show him that yes Im at school, which has responsibilities and can be a lot of work, but I still have plenty of time to do my own shit and have funn. I mean who else can say they go to class, take a two hour nap, then spend the rest of the day at the beach?? So hes going to shadow me one friday, go with me to my two morning classes (which are my learning community classes which are both based off of sports) then I will show him around, go get some lunch, and if its nice out, most likely end up at the beach:] Im excited.

later....deffiently went to the playground by the parking garage with amanda:]...weare so lame. But i found my name on a plague that was put there when I was like 7, I was soooo happy, it deffiently made my day. I actually went to work outs tonight (knee pooped out) but after workouts instead of going running I went longboarding which was absolutely loverlyyy. Worked out a lot of my shit, and the weather is beautimous. I love it here, and I really need to learn not to fret the small things..and just enjoy my life and I got to stop being so damn OCD, puts a damper on my day. haha. Right now amanda and I are being oh so adorible sitting on st.george street outside a little pub just on our computers listening to music, enjoying the weather:] I.Love.College

<3 Kayla

"Things aren't always what they seem" -adtr

College life

So I stumbled across this ancient blog I started in middle school and freshman year of highschool...Looking back at these older posts have been quite amusing...I have grown up quite a bit since then:P Im a freshman in college now, Flagler College woopwoop. I absolutely love it here. Ive made a great group of friends:] have a cute little college family, my professors are cool and my classes dont competely suck. For being a strict campus, dry and no interdorm visitation, we still have a blast and go hard like champs. And I absolutely love the small campus atmosphere, veryy homey and you really get to know people. I barely miss home (minus my family who I miss a lot), satellite beach just doesnt compare to st.augustine.

Well, now that I have found this lovely blog of mine Im going to try and start writing on a regular basis again. I could deffiently use the outlet thats fersuree, not that anyones probably ever going to read these, Its good to write your shit out sometimes. Tonights topic is going to be boys, haha what else is new:P (boys= the common denominator in all my previous posts). Since i've been at college..i've gone a tad, for lack of better words, boy crazy...So heres the question, which i think most college girls asks themselves...do you let yourself actually like the guys you "hook up" with? Or do you chalk it all up to drunken nights of fun. Iv met a lot of great guys here, sadly my "numbers" at 7...which isnt as bad as amandas 10:P but when do you step back, stop the drunken nights of fun and stick with one guy? how do you differentiate between actual feelings and the influence of liquid courage? I know most kids arent looking for relationships, especially freshman year of college, I am one of those kids...but curiousity deffiently killed the cat...

But there's no need to stress the little things, like the confusing opposite sex... Whats meant to be will be, and you just gotta sit back and enjoy the ride untill then

<3kayla

P.S. new rule...phone gets turned OFF after drinking. drunk texts are mortifying the next morning...

"My stupid mouth has got me in trouble, I said too much again....Oh, another social casualty. Score one more for me. How could I forget? Mama said 'think before speaking' No filter in my head" -John Mayer- story of my life

Sunday

okay im exhausted. yesterday i worked 10 1/2 hours and today i worked 8 1/2 hours at the dance recital thing. im soo tired. i sat like three times the whole weekend haha everythings sore and i have bruises everywhere. today i freaking full on trip as im clearing the stage of props and eat it in front of everyone. it was quite embarrassing. haha well then tonight after we cleaned up everthing and loaded the trailer we went to friendlys it was fun :] iv become and expert spitball spitter hahaha. now im watching saved by the bell. nothing planned yett for tomorrow besides sleeping in really really later.

uhmm yeah noting to exciting.
later
<33kayla

Thusday

NO MORE SCHOOL! haha summer 08 baby! our last day was tuesday. and it didnt even feel like the last day of school. i had biology and science research. the day went by superduper fast. and right after school i went to the beach with sam tom and malcom. seth and quinn came later and we saw nick wesley and brandon and they hung out for a bit. then i went home and took a shower and went to doubles with samantha after her dance. it was fun :] like everyone was there. me and ryan broke up finally. we've been stretching it out for like 2 weeks. yeah he pulled a pretty dick move? but w.e im over it and i deffiently didnt let it ruin my night. me and sam hung out till around 10 and then went back to her house. then we woke up at 450!! how crazy? cuz we went to pelican to watch the sunrise. no one actually thought wed do it. but we did :] perfect way to start of summer. nikki malcom seth jen and mrs.tom came too. we didnt actually think malcom would go? but he was the first one there haha. it was jens birthday so after we watched the sunrise we went to bagel world for breakfast and then back again to the beach. we just hung out at pelican till i dont remember when. we had quite a few sand fights and some how played chicken on the rocks? and nikki yanked my top off for the world to see twice! haha it was kinda funny, but also embarrassing. well then we went back to sams for a little bit but then her family went out to lunch so we came to my house. we spent most of the time out in the canal ffloating on this little raft thing. they sunk the kayaks like 4 times, which was amusing for me and samantha to watch. they all left around 2ish and i just hung out here. i was sooo tired i fell asleep on the couch for like 2 hours. it was fantastic :] haha then today i didnt really do much. i "watched" alec and oban this morning and then i went to my dads office to learn how to do some things so i can take care of stuff while the crews in costa. i was going to go to the satellite waitroom work out but lke no freshmen were going and i didnt want to go by myself, even tho we arent technically freshmen anymore :] then tonight im going to beach from 630-8 and jennas comeing over for one of our overdue movies nights and we are getting up and going to the beach tomorrow, idk which beach though prolly just pelican. theres supose to be little waves tomorrow too which makes me pretty exciting cuz i havent been able to try out my new board yet. so im going to try and remember to keep writing. i know no one actually reads these but its nice to write stuff down sometimes.

<333kayla

Saterday

wow. cant seem to remember to write? i dont even remember whats happened? was in st.augustine last weekend and ohboy was that intense :] going to be spending a lot of the summer up there. thursday was our first exam day, i had history. mrs.miles' room smelled like shit because her seniors played a freaking prank on her, sticking milk and eggs in her ceiling. and she had no AC so it got all gross and smelled like death. so gross. thenn yesterday my exams were english and math, my hardest subjects i dont even want to talk about it. haha. then after school me and cherish went shopping for matching bathingsuits for beachvolleyball which we started last weeks. we went to the reef office first and they ordered us some pretty cool "sport cut" suits. but they wont be in for another week or two. so we went to walmart and actually found really cute suits. i was like eww walmart? but theyr cute :] then we met emily and some of her friends up at pelican to play volleyball. it was fun. thenn i came home and fell asleep. haha i was sooooo tired. then i woke up early this morning cuz we had to be up at the cocoa beach pier by 8 for our beach volleyball tournament. me and cherish didnt do so hot..? haha but thats okay we had fun :] we have 3 or 4 more, and we'll be better by then..hopefully. then i got home at like 430ish and layed on the couch haha i was sooo tired i couldnt even do anything. i wanted to do something tonight but i just cant handle anything haha. so im watching movies :] and might be going to the beach tomorrow :] maybeee?

well cellulars on.
later

Sunday

todays mothers day. and opps havent written in a really long time. but its not like anyone reads this or anything? haha anyways this has been a pretty fun weekend if i say so myself. friday night i threw a party at my house :] for brandi. birthday/going away party. she leaves the 22nd :/ my house was trashed after..and i got stuck cleaning it all up, but it was worth it. then yesterday i hung out with samantha. woke up and went to the beach. it was completlyyyy flat and the water was amazing. it was such a pretty day out. then we went to dekines and saw people :] haha then we went to this party thing for friends of her parents. and hung out there till like 930 and then i came home and passed out on the couch :] and me and samantha have decided that jen is going to date ether alec or brad haha. then this morning i woke up and i feel like shit. like i try and talk and nothing comes out out. iv been loosing my voice since friday. but now its completly gone. haha friday i sounded like a cross between a 13 year old boy and a chipmonk. yesterday it was a cross between michael jackson and a robot whos a heavy smoker. and today nothing, nada, gone. ohwell, i talk to much anyways. uhmm oh my padre and alec went out and bought a ping pong table last night. haha random i know. but its pretty cool. im really bad at it but ill master it. haha well anyways im not sure theres anything else really interesting, and i dont have anything planned this weekend i dont think. we might start a awesome movie nights on fridays again :]

well yeah thats about it.
ill try and remeber to write.
<3kayla

Tuesday

asdjfka i have a headache :/ i dont think im sick? i just dont feel to good. anyways..sunday :] amazing. me and samantha face painted all day then hung out with ryan and zach later on. those little kids are adorible i just wanted to pinch their checks and give them a hug. after the walk samantha came over and we jumped in the canal and alec tryed to teach us backflips, 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 :] haha but we didnt attempt any. then we went outside and conquired the wave board thing. it was pretty intense. uhm yesterday nothing really and today nothing really. i was supose to go to volleyball practice but i just felt like crap and was like ha im not going anywhere. uhm yeah so nothing to exciting? that i can remember.

if got a lot running through my head..
and boys, yeah why are they so goddamn confussing?
haha
anyways
later
<3kayla