Friday

Ohman i havent written in like 2 weeks, my bad. Well since i last wrote some stuff has happened. Last week the only thing i really remember is the football game that friday. I went with jenna and brandi, it was fun :] Well then after the game when me alec and jenna were walking to the rec center "green" stopped me. He was like hey cutie :] and like hugged me from behind, but i had to catch up with jenna and alec so i hugged him and he kissed me on the cheek. And then that night we talked on the phone for like an hour. So i know i had convinced myself i didnt like him anymore..i lied. Well then this week im sick :/ i stayed home wednesday and slept all day. I honestly didnt wake up till like 4, crazy iknow. And i keep losing my voice. Well so yesterday walking to 5th period i saw "green" and he walked with me out to the portables. It was like the first time wev ever actually talked during school. Well then after school he texted me and was like i have a ? and then he asked me out :] it was actually really surprising? But yeah, i havent reallly told people tho cuz my dad would flip...he doesnt necissarily like him to much? but ohwell, my friends werent to happy about it ether, but i dont care its not there life. Uhmm besides that actually nothing else has happened, or it has and it just wasnt that important cuz i cant remember. Tonights the football game at viera, im going with jenna. And then tomorrow im going shopping in the morning, hopefully surfing in the afternoon, then a party at night, then crashing at samanthas. So if anything worth telling happens tonight then ill write later, if not then hopefully ill remember to write on sunday.

<3Kayla

Saterday

haha last night and today was fun :] i hung out with brandi, i dont think iv ever laughed that hard. it was fun, we "gossiped" on the dock for like 2 hours, ate icecream, talked to bird :p, and laughed till i almost peed myself. then today we went to the clubhouse, skateboarding, swimming, went in the canal, padle boarded, ate more icecream, and watched a movie :] haha. last night at the football game nothing to excitng happened. i had fun but nothing like amazing happened...like the last game. i saw "green" but we didnt really talk. im trying to get over him, i really am i dont want to like him at all. uhmm idk besides that noting else like exciting happened. ill write ether later tonight or tomorrow.

<3kayla

Tuesday

Opps i havent written in a few days. Well this weekend i went to st.augustine to see my family. I hung out with my cousins and surfed in red tide haha. i messed up my hip again tho like i hit it and and have a huge cut around my butt and now my hip really hurts. Well besides that nothing really exciting happened. On sunday "green" called me and we talked for a while, hes kinda suspended at the moment though. Yesterday was a good day i guess. Idk im really mad at my dad for stuff right now. hes really really been getting on my nerves and hes just pissing me off like really bad. he doesnt freakin get it alkejsrlfaksjdf and then he wonders why i give him additude about things? what ever. today was a good day, till i got home and had to deal with my dad again. I talked to that cute thomas kid or w.e he was like i got you something! and handed me this scrap of paper and was like you dont have to thank me or anything. haha i was like okay? but hes cute i think like a junior though. Oh and haha i kinda did something stupid today. I was walking to publix with cherish and people and we started talking about "green" and we were saying all this stuff about him and then we here "hey.." and we turned around and he was like right there. i was like haha wow what are the odds? idk if he heard me or not but we then went into publix and we were tlking to his sister and making faces at his little brother, who by the way is just adorable, and there was just alot of awkward tension. haha ill see him i guess thursday? well tomorrow we have an away volleyball game and get out of school at 2:30 :] i hope i get alot of playing time, and i hope my hips stops hurting i was like limping all day. well now that my dads not hogging the freakin tv anymore im going to go watch something idk what yet....i kinda want some cookies?

well ill try to remember to write tomorrow,
<3kayla

Thursday (thought it was wednesday)

Today was i guess a good day. "green" wasnt at school, so i still havent talked to him... and turns out "black" did ask that chick out... w.e im not going to go after guys anymore and im just going to do what i want. well i got to start today in volleyball..even tho we were just playing bayside i think i did really good. so maybe ill get to play tomorrow. but im soo freakin tired so im going to bed. im leaving for st.augustine tomorrow right after our game for the weekend so idk if ill have my computer.

well goodnight

<3kayla

Wednesday

God guys fucking suck. alksjdflasjkdflaksjdflajsldfjawlsejfaowlesdjfa w.e "green" still wont talk to me "white" is pissed at me, and "black" is going to date some girl...i was like lllllllll close actually admitting i liked him again...and i hate to admit it but im sooo the jelouse type haha sad i know but i cant help it. but w.e guys suck and cause to much drama....im over it. I hate guys who go out with girls just cuz they cant get who they really wont. so they be dating someone but likes someone else more. and acoriding to him he "loves" me lasdkjflawkesjflwesjf my head hurts. haha wow. i dont want to date someone who just had a girlfriend...i refuse to let myself like a guy who just hops from one girl to the next or just messes around with random girls and use the excuse "i was just having fun"

so yeah w.e im over it. im just going to sware off guys man, there was hope for me and "green" but not anymore, "black" likes this girl, and is making me make up my mind now...which i cant do cuz i still like "green" and i wont date anyone if i like someone else cuz i think thats horrible

well we won our games today and are playing bayside again tomorrow...fun fun

i guess ill write tomorrow,
bye
<3kayla

Tuesday

today was...interesting. I gave "black" a hug and appariently "green" saw and and thought i kissed him appariently and now hes all mad at me. This morning before it he said he liked me, but after that hes like i dont like her anymore. Im like ah no! i even called him and hes like thats not what i saw. im like great. but w.e ill try and talk to him tomorrow? nothing else really happened today. I have 3 games this week.

im going to bed.
<3kayla