Friday

ThankGodItsFriday:] today was a very long day. Well nothing really has happened..yet. Tonights the homecoming football game. Well okay i havent written about this yet but its been bugging me. So "black" is always telling me hes changed and that things are different with him well a few days ago he grabed a couple girls asses which is just obnoxious. That plus making out with some chick hes says he doesnt like? yeah so thats whats been bugging me this week. And he says hes done trying...so maybe im done too? W.e i guess ill see what happens tonight :] and tomorrows homecoming so anything possible these days :] live life and regreat nothing.

Will write when i get back from the game,

<3kayla

Later:
Ohman...tonight was uhmm interesting. At first i hung out with samantha then nikki and then i just bounced from one group to the next. Well "black" everytime i saw him he was all over some new girl. He came and sat with me in the beginning untill him and nikki started fighting haha and i was just kinda sitting in the middle of it. She was mad about the same things ^ that i wrote about early. But yeah w.e idk it was weird. He then left to go to mcdonalds with some girls, idk who. Well since he had left...i started hanging out with "green" i saw him a few times during the night and talked to him a few times but he was with his friends and i was with mine so we always went separate ways. towards the end he came and found me and like took me back to where he was sitting. Well then after the game was over, we were like walking together over to 5th quarter to find alec and he grabed my hand and held it as we were walking around and stuff. People were like looking at us and stuff and someone was like is this ours? you going out? and he was no not yet. And so idk...haha :] i find myself likeing him but i dont want to, im trying to fight it haha i really am. i was like happy and stuff while we were together and stuff but i kept thinking about "black" and how he was with some girls who knows where, and it might of been like jelousy that i was feeling? idk if hes going to homecoming? but i do know that "green" is going. So who knows i guess im just going to go with the flow, what ever happens happens. Well i dont think anything else is going to happen between know and when i go to be, but if it does ill write again and if not then i will write on sunday when i get back from samanthas and tell all about homecoming :] i seriously cant wait.

<3kayla